end of mid semester break. what did i do? haha. i also not sure. seriously. within the last 4 days i did not do much leh.

sigh. so many things that i planned but didn't accomplish. why is tat the case? sigh.

but anyway at least i had ktv. haha. found myself another khaki for ktv liao. she siao on. haha. really had fun tat night. during that whole day i have a rough idea of what i want to get liao... hee. at least tat is done.
sleepy sleepy.
school starts in another few more hours for some. for me its another 14 hours. hee.

sometimes i wonder am i over-doing things? am i treating people unfairly?
am i being too 自作多情？i've had that feeling for quite a while liao. it started off having felt being unappreciated. then it slowly evolved into that negative term which i should seriously try to shake off.

now that break has ended, and i think also sort of broke my momentum for the semester. i better buck up again.

the sense of helplessness and lost crept back suddenly for a while today.